peyton.
Wednesday, March 3, 2010
alone
sorry i haven't posted a blog in a long time. not that the three of you who follow me care. i've just been extremely depressed lately and i haven't been wanting to do anything. i don't every want to get out of bed, go to school, go out on the weekends, nothing. all i ever want to do is lay in bed. sometimes i lay there just wondering what the fuck is wrong with me. i can't do anything right. i fuck everything up. plus i'm the fattest person ever. seriously sometimes i wish i could just take some scissors and cut all of my fat off. and the guy i talked about last time pretty much hates me now and i have no clue why. but i'm guessing its because i'm so damn fat. !@#$ sorry i'm complaining about everything its just super hard not to when you feel this bad. and the worst part is i have absolutely no one to talk to. i feel so alone.. i really wish i could just go somewhere far away all by myself. i need people around me who understand what i'm going through. it seems like anytime i want something or someone i never get it. nothing ever goes my way. well anyways i hope everyone else is doing good..
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hey. lol i'm not but you probably think i'm like a stalker or something. well when i told you that you could talk to me whenever, i was telling the truth. if you need anyone, you can e-mail me. it's on my profile.
ReplyDeletenow there's at least one more person following you. which means that people do care what you have to say. You started this blog to find others that understand you and can relate to you....I get what you mean when you say you want to cut all of your fat off. Sometimes, I want to stick a needle into my thighs and remove all the fat that way. But we do what we can. Just keep working at it.
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