today was a good day.. well for the most part. i had to wake up at 5:30, an hour early, because i had to take my mom to work. two words: not fun. when i woke up i had a fiber one bar (only 90 calories! woo hoo!) and a cup of water. and then i had a half cup of iced tea.. just to keep me awake during the day. the morning was going great.. until i got to school. because you see, school is the one place that i absolutely HATE going to. and its not because of the 'school' part.. i actually don't mind that. its the fact that every time i walk down the halls or when i'm sitting in a desk, i feel like everyone is starring at me thinking about how fat and disgusting i am. and i hate it. i used to dress up for school. now i mostly wear sweats, hoodies, jeans, and loose tops. !@#$ its just so damn frustrating! I NEED TO GET SKINNY. i can't live like this anymore! good thing i did amazing on my diet today :) pat on the back for me! that was pretty much the only good thing about today. for lunch i had a bottle of water. and for dinner i had half of a salad. and the best part is.. i'm not even hungry. i think i've finally found the self control i've been looking for for the past year. lets hope so anyways.. on a brighter note, tomorrow i'm going to post some thinspo pictures! yay!
well i have to study for a spanish test thats tomorrow, FML.
stay strong! peyton.
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